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Heavy Mind

by Living Room

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1.
Heavy Mind 03:28
We always listen to lights when we're following lines And we ignore the time in the A.M. We hold the feeling tight against our flickering eyes And now we'll never sleep right in the A.M. And i don't mind I got a heavy mind I heard you say it out loud, the things you want to say to yourself I've never been so proud in the A.M. I don't mind I got a heavy mind
2.
Fall 02:27
It starts this way doesn't it? A reactionary offering of chemicals can sway Us to fall apart When the compression is under my skin Composure gives and I fall apart And I fall short Fall apart, we all fall short Now it's in my bones, soft like marrow As dark as the gaps between dead stars So far apart Where I fall short Fall apart, we all fall short
3.
Check 02:25
It's not every day that I'll collect my last paycheck And it's not every day that I can leave and not come back I feel so low, how could you laugh when you know? I feel sold, you'll die alone Holes kicked in doors, punched through walls, punctured in soles/souls Close the windows, accept the severance, sever the tendons and go I feel so low, how could you laugh when you know? Bought and sold, you'll die alone
4.
My 03:10
I woke up in my dead skin Beneath the mirror in the basin sink I wash away as much as I can to shed the weightless imperfections I woke up in my dead skin Knock out the lights on my reflection, another minor disappointment I think I'd rather stay in Zinc makes me sick to my stomach, the flora wilts in my stomach And I can always count on something to crawl out from under the surface The debris just keeps on falling At night see myself in the mirror My mirror You don't have to listen, because I know I've learned my lesson I know I've learned my lesson because I woke up in my dead skin At night see myself in the mirror My mirror U\You're my mirror
5.
I'm gonna leave into the haze, far away now I'm gonna sink till you can't see me, till you can't feel me anymore I've gotta be half what I seem, a flicker flame burnt out I live in a dream in an apartment in a life that's in my mind I think I've been here before, the shapes and colors they looks familiar But I remember the sound, the meaning, remember the sound, feeling sound, word for word I think I've been here before, the shapes and colors they look familiar I've never realized before because I've never seen what you saw
6.
You go so deep and don't come back for days sometimes You can't do that Where have you been? Where did you cast your shadow this time? You can't do that Yeah, it's something, isn't it? Subtle mention of the way it is Decorate the empty space, use something for the pain What have you done? What did you taste? It's nothing like you said That's ok It's something like a dream iI had Simple motions, a means to an end In the morning I wanna be like that In the morning You go so deep and don't come back for days sometimes You can't do that
7.
Another Me 02:23
I know that you'll take this as you will And you already know how I feel There's always some more time to kill And don't get me started on the guilt My conscience is starting to wilt There's always more brain cells to kill And I can be another me Another me; so hard to be Just like everything that I hide It hunts me down and eats me alive Now this verse is just a chorus of lies Intoxicated, stress related And I can be another me Another me; so hard to be
8.
Notice Me 04:16
Dinner time forgot to eat, drank something and stayed out late Took something and fell asleep, did something and stayed awake Please respond Cycling through versions of you, the motion of ancient instinct You're seeing somebody new in the mirror above the sink Please respond To me, please respond Notice me, make me real Notice me, help me feel real There's a line through where we meet, but there's no time for measuring If there's no time for you and me, there's no time for anything Notice me, make me real Notice me, help me feel real You know this Make me real Suffering through versions of you, the habit of your modern brain You're seeing someone you thought you knew fade like a good dream
9.
Climb the stairs, open up your eyelids No one cares if you can work it out Climb the stairs, straighten up your spine, kid Turn the sun around Feels like a curse when you can't get outside it Hurts twice as much but worth the same amount Feels like a curse when you can't get outside it So turn the sun around Brighter than dying stars trembling Everything that you are or could ever be Brighter than dying stars, you are Stuck in your head again Are you real? Brighter than dying stars trembling Everything that you are or could ever be Brighter than dying stars, you are
10.
Out of Mind 04:41
I think of all the ways then I write them on my face Could you pick a time, pick a place to meet? And if I seem so guarded, words with razor wire Is something wrong, what's going on with me? And I can't wait to tell you what's going on with me Can't wait to say what's happening I can't wait to tell you what's going on with me Now look at all the grief that started up last week Damage control is all I know lately And you can be so heavy and still not even tell me If somethings wrong, what's going on with me? And I can't wait to tell you what's going on with me Can't wait to say what's happening I can't wait to tell you what's going on with me

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released December 14, 2018

Scott Fitzpatrick: Guitar and Vocals
John Nicholls: Guitar and Vocals
Kevin Dobbins: Bass
Fred Trumpy: Drums

Engineered By Gary Cioni at The Barbershop Studios
Mastered By: Brett Romnes
Artwork By: Amos Pitsch
Layout By: Dane Erbach

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